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Thursday, March 25, 2004
"Life is curious." That is a great quote. Life really is a mess of ups and downs and twists. I will never understand why certain things happen, for instance, why people you get to liking so much leave.
Is it mean to let yourself hang on to someone if they are so far away? I don't know what the answer to that is. Is there a reason that they popped into my life and then vanished as quickly as they came?
I miss you very much, too! You are an amazing person, one who has yet to be matched! I wish only the best for you in your life. Enjoy college, live it up, and catch the California sun for me!
A good friend led me to this song...
LETTERS TO YOU
Can't you see that i wanna be there with open arms
It's empty tonight and i'm all alone
Get me through this one
Do you notice i'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I'm writing again these letters to you aren't much, I know
But i'm not sleeping and you're not here
The thought stops my heart
Do you notice i'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so [x4]
No more looking i've found home
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so [x4]
I'm gone away
I'm gone away
On that note: I miss you all who are not here with me, but I know that you are all having the time of your lives!! Muah!
Current mood:  curious Current music: Hoobastank, The Reason
Wednesday, March 3, 2004
I just read my brother's profile! Sad times. Why is it that everyone goes through a bad phase in college? I had mine last semester. I went through this month of not knowing who I was. It is the most disturbing feeling in the world. To be so confident in life and what's going on and then go to college and be so thrown for a loop.
The other day I had the strangest epiphany. I was driving on the highway in Dallas, coming back from my brother's, and I saw a woman in a car in front of me - unusual, huh? So, anyhow, I looked at her, and she was crying. It was so sad - (I like to cry when I drive too... I wonder why?) It got me to step out of my little world though. I caught myself in the realization that she is in an entirely different life - with different people, different settings, different everything. I guess I get so caught up in my own life that sometimes I just forget about everyone else's. I wonder why she was crying...
Well, this was a nice break. I just finished my rhetoric analysis of a Nike ad, and now it's onto an analytical paper for history on The Best War Ever. I hope everyone has a WONDERFUL evening. I get to leave for Spring Break in 2 days!
Current mood:  mellow Current music: Norah Jones: "I've got to see you again"
Tuesday, March 2, 2004
Hey everyone! Just to let you guys know: It's Texas Independence day! You know what that really means? It means lots of chips, salsa, and more importantly - lots of margaritas! YAY!
I am ready to kill all of my teachers this week. I stayed up until 3:30am writing a literature paper and reading a book for history. Then, I got up for my EMIS presentation on what operating system, hardware, and software applications I would need to start a video game producing business. Why would I EVER need to know that? I'm sorry to let you kids down, but I will never be a game producer - I can guarantee that! (I like playing the product, not producing!) Anyhow, then I went to my boring Macroeconomics class. Whheww... we got out 40 minutes early! No hour and twenty minutes today. From there I met Whitney and went to watch "Rosie the Riveter" at the CMIT. Besides the fact that some old man in the CMIT kept snorting really loudly, the movie sucked. Oh well, I guess that's why we didn't watch it in class - it would have been a waste of our Professor's time. Now I am reading some more for the history paper I get to write tonight! I'm trying to get all these things due Friday out of the way! GGRR. We'll all survive the week.
I hope everyone had a fabulous day! I'm actually in a great mood, for having all this work to do! Enjoy the week.
Current mood:  giggly Current music: J- Kwon, Tipsy
Monday, March 1, 2004
It's a gorgeous day here in Dallas! The sun is shining and the gals are laying out! Today has been an uneventful, boring day. Why must a professor require attendance if all they plan on doing is reading the book to the class? Am I not qualified enough to read on my own? Is there something extra that I am going to gain from the inflections in his voice?! I do not understand it, all I know is it's a waste of my time - and at 9am!
I learned a lot about a special man named Huey Long today. I have decided that I know why some were so scared of him. When he speaks he pounds his fist over and over again and glares - as if to say, "if you don't agree.. I am coming after you!"
Well, I have to get to work. I hope everyone is having a delightful day. If anyone had anything more intriguing happen to them today, let me know. I am beginning to think I am a boring person. There is no drama to write about.. I will keep you guys posted on that one.
Current mood: complacent Current music: Ace of Base: I saw the sign
Sunday, February 29, 2004
Ok, I wanted to ask if this had ever happened to anyone before? Last night, Chloe and I were at dinner for Ashley's Birthday. Well, as the waiter was telling the specials to a very large table, mind you.. Chloe asked for me to pass the bread. In an Indian accent, our waiter turned to us and said: "Hello!!! My name is Herman... I am TRYING to give the specials to you." Well, hello Herman.. Have you guys ever had a waiter interrupt you?! (Mind you, Chloe was embarrassed and I laughed the whole dinner about it!)
Current mood:  mischievous Current music: Ben Folds "Annie Waits"
There are only 5 days until Spring Break... wheew, I need that break SO bad! I can't wait.. 4 gals in Destin! YAY!
So, last night I saw the best movie at Mike's. It was BLOW. I have to mention that the last image you view of the old guy, is a tad bit CREEPY! I was just a little frightened. I think Chloe and I got this out of that movie: The life of a drug dealer is a little rough, but very rewarding - as long as you don't get caught. That's what we decided at 3:30am, anyhow.
I really have to stop procrastinating and write this lit essay.. I hope everyone had a nice weekend. Have an amazing week!!
Current mood:  stressed Current music: "It's raining men!"
Friday, February 27, 2004
Hey kiddos!
Whoa... let me start by saying that it is the most gorgeous day ever outside! I think that the sun puts everyone in a great mood. For those who have asked - I am feeling SO much better! I'm in a great mood and my throat is no longer the size of Texas! Yay for antibiotics!
Ok, so I feel like I need to get sad or angry on this, but I can't! In fact, the only thing I have to comment on today is something my friend Chloe and I thought of at lunch:
Doesn't a name like Daisy put you in the best mood? Could you ever get mad at anyone named Daisy? I don't think so. I would start yelling and then say her name and melt!
Alright, enough of my randomness.. I have to go to a Chi O meeting, and then it's on to work! Guess what: the weekend has begun! Heck yea!!
Current mood: crazy Current music: Toxic, Britney Spears - Luv ya, Whit!
AH! I feel so much better! Thanks to Dr. Hayes, the antibiotics are working! Here are my ending thoughts:
How can anyone live without music? I don't understand those who cannot read music, nor care to learn. Playing the violin is amazingly therapeutic for me. I cannot resist a Bach Sonata or a Mozart Concerto. Maybe they put me in the mood tonight, not the medicine. Playing music is an amazing outlet, it helps get all of my feelings out, just by playing something someone else has written so long ago.
Ok, that was my quick thought for the night. With that said, I am going to bed, I need to sleep to make sure that I don't have a relapse! Tomorrow I only have 2 classes, am taking Whitney to the airport, and have to work..and then it's the weekend!!! YAY! I think the weekends go by too fast here... Oh, and now it's only 7 days until Spring Break! (I'm just a LIL excited!)
Current mood:  chipper Current music: Itzhak Perlman's Greatest Violin Classics
Thursday, February 26, 2004
Ok, so this isn't so bad. I think I can take a few minutes out of my day to write in this thing - even though I have no idea if anyone is reading it! So today has been nice. I was drugged last night so I could actually sleep with a fever - and woke up at 1:20pm - and with no fever! YAY! I am on the road to recovery! So, I am about to start some Macroeconomics homework and then I am going to tackle some History reading. I hope that I have not gotten anyone sick - sorry, Brad!
I hope everyone is having a great day! I'm jealous of the Georgia kids getting a snow day.. but that's another story. Oh, and hey - only 8 days until Spring Break for this chick! (Guess that means I best get to the gym tonight!)
Current mood:  groggy Current music: Christopher O' Riley
Hello all!
Ok, so my brother got one of these and recommended that I try it, so I am. I didn't think I could do one of these because I am not really a "Deep" person out loud. I would rather keep everything locked up than unleash it to the whole world!
Anyways, today was not such a great day.. Not only was it ugly, cold, and wet in Dallas, but I have strep throat! Arg... I need to move away from here - Texas makes me ill!! I am trying to get tired, but the medicine is not kicking in yet! I don't have the pleasure of going to class tomorrow, as Dr. Hayes confined me to my bed.. So, if any of you want to keep me company - my door is always open!
Ok, I really do need to get some sleep. I hope you all have a wonderful day tomorrow and that the weather is much better! Goodnight to all and to all a good night!
Current mood:  blah Current music: none, my roommie is sleeping.
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